You made jokes that you would cheat on her with me that weren't funny.
Then, she cheated on you.

I started a bucket-hiding war at work.
Mine was stolen and returned with shaving cream.

I trusted you.
You let me down.

Now I know what I have to do:
Stop being so damn nice.
Say what I wanna say.

::Sigh::

I just want everyone to know that life is so good right now minus school. But, that's how it always is.

I <3<3<3<3 THE ENTIRE O.L. STAFF.
FOR REALS.

True love is when you love someone and want the best for them no matter what; even if that means that they're not supposed to be with you.
I wish that this was one of those entries where I got to be all like, "I AM IN LOVE AND I AM HAPPY." However, I am scared shitless that I am in love with someone and am not supposed to be with them. At what point ( Read more... )

I feel so much more grown-up then all of my friends it's ridiculous. It's almost like I can't function with them. I hate it.

I signed her into the nursing home, my great-great aunt, signing all the papers not to give her CPR and sentencing her remaining days to be spent in a room that smelled of death. I felt so guilty, still do, so  I visited her ( Read more... )

• I am stronger and tougher than you think.
• 18 hours and a part time job is always a bad idea.... So next semester, I'm going to try 16 hours and 3 part-time jobs. ;)
• Morehead isn't that far away.
• Boys don't always know what they want.... And, neither do girls. I have no patience.
• Jackson is exactly what I needed.

I won't say that I'm done being a nice person, but I will say that I just can't care as much as I did. Honestly, these past couple days I have felt like shit and been disrepespected. And, any person that would let themselves be put through that multiple times is a moron.

I hope that my heart is as willing to change as my head.

Being a leader does not mean that you make your section cry.

"A good leader takes a little more than his share of the blame, a little less than his share of the credit. "
-Arnold H. Glasgow

P.S. Please remember a few things as you read this: 
1. This is my journal... I post on it not only for my high school friends to read, but also my college ( Read more... )

It doesn't make me angry when:

• I get angry text messages.
•  I get angry myspace messages
• Someone takes away my cupcake
•  I'm taken out of a top 8
• I have two tests in one day

"You better be careful, these kids are falling in love with you and you'll never be able to leave." -Doctor Dan about my Godbabies  to me.

It's one of those days when I realized that I am doing exactly what I am supposed to be. And, it is fabulous.

I got to see Clyde today. I can't wait to go up to the Ville next weekend. :)

Also bought Christina ( Read more... )

Single Minded to the Point of Recklessness.

Why is it that when I want something I am willing to make someone else unhappy?

And, why can't happiness find me?