another Rant

Jan 07, 2006 01:13

So how about tonight was Amazing...

My fave show is Laguna Beach, and Tim so used a cheap pick up line from it and I LOVED it.... we always get right in eachother's face and just stay there and look right in eachother's eyes.. just like Kristen and Steven... and at the end of season 1. Steven is saying good-bye to kristen on the beach and he is right in her face and is like "I wish I could take a picture this close to your eyes and tape it on my forhead when I miss you, so it'll be just like this, and I wont have to miss you."

AHH I love that show and that was hillarious of tim. He's a total sweetheart(corazon) and I'm a horrible romantic DIEING to bust out. We've been together for 12 days and I already made him a picture frame and a cd.. and I have SO many more plots and ideas up my sleeves, like granting his three wishes (after all he is Aladin)... and I also have.....(insert idea here)..... planned but it's TOP SECRET, shhh!

I'm so tired of lieing to his mom, so I'm not going to anymore. He's gonna tell her he's with me and she says no, then she says no. I said a 10 mintue goodbye tonight to get me through the weekend if it has too.

There is never any Me and Tim time, it's always tim, shelly, nicky, travis, meg, and mitch (minus the travis now)...and they ALWAYs leave us alone somewhere so we can have alone time, but ti's not my kind of alone... I <3 hanging out with him, I do don't get me wrong, but I'm trying to Prove myself to his mom that I'm a GREat girl, totally sweet, would NEVER lie to her, yet I'm lieing to her EVERYTIME we hang out, he lie's, nicky lies, we all lie. I feel so bad cuase I'm gonna be like there's no reason for her to hate me yet NOW there is, I'm sneaking around behind her back seeing him, and he's doing the same and that'll cause a whole bunch of crap at his house that I don't want to start.... PLUS she'll stop trusting NICKY and mitch and megan and that will SUCK!!

Tim tells me to wait after the basketball game, but what will be different then?? we'll we have stopped sneaking around?will she have cooled off enough to give me a chance?? will meeting her make ANY difference at all???

I looked like sh!t today and he still talked to me, and came and saw, me and hung out with me, that took balls okay, I looked like CRAP.. so tired!! I'm out

<3 Shelly
Previous post Next post
Up