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i'm really getting sick of getting shut down no matter what i try to do in life.
i want to get back on my medicine and on the pill, so i try to get affordable health insurance with good mental health coverage. nope, sorry, you're too fat.
i want to start a business doing something i am good at. nope, no responses. no one wants to book you.
i write a savings plan to try to rebuild my credit and get a new car. nope, instead you loose your job. you can't afford to eat some weeks, let alone start trying to get a new car.
i want to work with animals, so i get a diploma to make me more marketable. nope, all you hear is "oh, well, a little knowledge is a dangerous thing."
i want more than anything to find a new job that i like and am good at. nope, you get rejected at every turn imaginable for a myriad of reasons as to why you are unemployable.
i had the worst christmas ever and it looked like i was going to get to have a fun birthday, but no. some new drama in my life appears and makes me feel useless and worthless. and now i have no hope of being able to afford my medicine because it costs $250 a month, plus $80 more for birth control.
why can't something work out for me? my life has been complete shit for over five months. i can't do it any more. i just want to be able to work and provide for my family, and i can't. i'm completely worthless. 23 is gonna be a great fucking year. . .
i want to get back on my medicine and on the pill, so i try to get affordable health insurance with good mental health coverage. nope, sorry, you're too fat.
i want to start a business doing something i am good at. nope, no responses. no one wants to book you.
i write a savings plan to try to rebuild my credit and get a new car. nope, instead you loose your job. you can't afford to eat some weeks, let alone start trying to get a new car.
i want to work with animals, so i get a diploma to make me more marketable. nope, all you hear is "oh, well, a little knowledge is a dangerous thing."
i want more than anything to find a new job that i like and am good at. nope, you get rejected at every turn imaginable for a myriad of reasons as to why you are unemployable.
i had the worst christmas ever and it looked like i was going to get to have a fun birthday, but no. some new drama in my life appears and makes me feel useless and worthless. and now i have no hope of being able to afford my medicine because it costs $250 a month, plus $80 more for birth control.
why can't something work out for me? my life has been complete shit for over five months. i can't do it any more. i just want to be able to work and provide for my family, and i can't. i'm completely worthless. 23 is gonna be a great fucking year. . .