Feb 03, 2007 16:14
i'm feeling a little confused...a little overwhelmed. part of me can't help but wonder if this is worth it, the other argues that this is more than worth the inevitable pain. a million tiny moments, perfect in every way...enough to sustain through the end?
and is this fair--not only to us but to the others? are we being selfish by trying to grab this little bit of happiness while we can? is that really what life is all about?
questions questions questions, swimming mindlessly in an endless pool of doubt...but not regret. never regret.
love is the answer