Sorry
If I seem a little more frustrated or stressed out than usual, it's because I am. I don't really have a reason. It's less related to any specific instance, and more that the beginning of the school year is not going as smoothly as I'd hoped.
The Cornish Art department is completely disorganised. We have a new studio building, and the studio spaces were supposed to be delegated at the end of last semestre, but that didn't happen, so the Cornish powers that be tried instead to organise everything in a single day (with no advance notice, a meeting that kept changing places, and no access the actual studios, since the door remained [in]conveniently locked). Needless to say, the result was a good bit of chaos. And we still don't know which studio spaces we'll be in or how many people we'll be sharing with. Grr. At least I'll be with Matt, which will be happy. :)
Also, I'm still in the process of figuring out my work schedule. I fortunately have plenty of time to work between classes; it's just a matter of scheduling each of my jobs (now thankfully reduced to 3) around classes and each other. Some of my work schedules tend to migrate, which makes it just that much more stressful...
Matt: I love you. Thank you for being here and helping me breathe. Your support means a lot to me, and I'm sorry I've been so frazzled over the past few days. I'm just worried, because I have very little control over the situation around me, and I feel much more comfortable when I know what's going on. I'll be fine as soon as I have a set schedule and I know what the heck I'm doing. I'm sorry for the mis-communication, and I'll do my best to not let it happen again.
Megan: I love you, and thank you for being here too. I'm sorry I haven't been around as much as I'd hoped, and that we haven't been able to spend as much time together as we'd both like. Thank you for letting me know what's been going on with you, and for listening to me too. :) I'd definitely like to talk more and fill you in on more of the craziness when you have time. I appreciate your input and your support, and I'm sorry for taking out my frustration on you, in case I have been.
Everyone Else: You might not see much of me for the next little while. I apologise in advance, but I need some me time to become comfortable with my new schedule and to suss out some sort of plan of action for my senior show. No offense or disrespect is intended, and, no, I'm not avoiding any of you on purpose. Understanding is appreciated, and I'll make it up to you when I can.*
The Cornish Art department is completely disorganised. We have a new studio building, and the studio spaces were supposed to be delegated at the end of last semestre, but that didn't happen, so the Cornish powers that be tried instead to organise everything in a single day (with no advance notice, a meeting that kept changing places, and no access the actual studios, since the door remained [in]conveniently locked). Needless to say, the result was a good bit of chaos. And we still don't know which studio spaces we'll be in or how many people we'll be sharing with. Grr. At least I'll be with Matt, which will be happy. :)
Also, I'm still in the process of figuring out my work schedule. I fortunately have plenty of time to work between classes; it's just a matter of scheduling each of my jobs (now thankfully reduced to 3) around classes and each other. Some of my work schedules tend to migrate, which makes it just that much more stressful...
Matt: I love you. Thank you for being here and helping me breathe. Your support means a lot to me, and I'm sorry I've been so frazzled over the past few days. I'm just worried, because I have very little control over the situation around me, and I feel much more comfortable when I know what's going on. I'll be fine as soon as I have a set schedule and I know what the heck I'm doing. I'm sorry for the mis-communication, and I'll do my best to not let it happen again.
Megan: I love you, and thank you for being here too. I'm sorry I haven't been around as much as I'd hoped, and that we haven't been able to spend as much time together as we'd both like. Thank you for letting me know what's been going on with you, and for listening to me too. :) I'd definitely like to talk more and fill you in on more of the craziness when you have time. I appreciate your input and your support, and I'm sorry for taking out my frustration on you, in case I have been.
Everyone Else: You might not see much of me for the next little while. I apologise in advance, but I need some me time to become comfortable with my new schedule and to suss out some sort of plan of action for my senior show. No offense or disrespect is intended, and, no, I'm not avoiding any of you on purpose. Understanding is appreciated, and I'll make it up to you when I can.*