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wowzers. =]
siehara and I are becoming really close friends. I like it.
today she ranted on about how she liked being friends with me because her and I are just friends and we aren't trying to get with eachother and that it's nice to a friend like that. she was drunk but i knew she meant it. and I feel the same. it feels like everyone I become friends with wants to get with me or fool around and it's not like that with us and I totally know what she's talking about. it is really nice to have a close friend like that that is gay too. like I love amanda but if she were gay.... well I'd still love her. haha. but she's not gay so it's a little different. like siehara and I can hang out and check out and hit on girls haha.
anyway so before when I talked about taking vics and smoking and probably said something like "never again" well scratch that. I didn't want to actually but I did again tonight and on top of that I drank a little tooo. =[ no good. I felt more sick than before. gross. so I made myself throw up. and now I feel all fine and dandy.
okay so I doubt anyone will actually read this long asssssss boring dick fucking post soooo ptfo. =]
oh and I met some cool people today. =]
uh... not like in a hook up kind of way either. just nice friends.