love & death are always on my mind <3
So.. Today was.. Odd..
I got some bad news from a "dude" i really liked and thought liked me too..
I totally wasn't expecting it..
He was beautiful too..
Im sitting here waiting for him to sign on msn.
Eeek, this always seems to happen to me..
Like i say "I always fall for the impossible".
Went to town with kayla and alex..Saw him..
Kinda gave him a dirty look, totally didnt mean it though..
I was really pissed at myself, and the situation.. and sad
And i was punching everything i seen..
My knuckles are so fucking swollen.. i mean like REALLY swollen.. and sore..
Uggh i cant talk about this.. it hurts alot..
But at least he still wants to be my friend.. I hope
A Friends Better then Nothing..
Im out now.. need some sleep soon.. sign on, please butterfly..
Chow xo :'(