Haven't updated in a while....

Apr 01, 2005 18:32

Okay so I feel like a LOSER cause I haven't updated this thing in sooo long! The rest of the lj world has just kept on rollin' without me, lol! I am at the beach right now. I got here last night at like 830 and I'm gonna be leaving tomorrow morning as early as possible so I can get home to see my Alex. Me and Alex almost effin broke up. It almost broke my heart. I was seriously having an emotional breakdown...crying all the time. I had to come to the beach and let my mind clear for a while. I wasn't even sure if we were still dating last night...things were just sooo bad. BUT I DIDN'T CHEAT ON HIM EVEN THOUGH I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO...I GUESS IT WAS THE UNIVERSE'S WAY OF TELLING ME THAT WE WERE STILL DATING AND NOT TO DO IT CAUSE IT WOULD BE CHEATING, LOL. I love him so much.

I got my license Tuesday! OMG...FINALLY!!!! I am soo happy!! YAY!! Now I just need my car...hehe...Richie will be getting one for me sometime in June...

My top picks for cars:

White Jeep Wrangler
Jeep Liberty
2005 Ford Focus
Honda Civic
Kia Rio
Ford Escape
Jimmy
Explorer Sport

But ANYTHING would be nice at this point! I want my own car soo bad...my own keys...hehe, I'm such a dork.

Chloe is looking sooo pretty. I'm going to get a doggie carseat for her as soon as I get my car so she can ride with me everywhere possible. I hope Alex wont mind that she gets to sit in the front seat...lmao. J/k...of course I will let Alex sit in the front...he will just have to hold my baby! hehe

Well I'm gonna go now...my legs are itching like hell cause I shaved them this morning and then like an hour ago I went walking along the ocean [by myself] and got them wet. Getting your legs wet in the ocean the same day you shave your legs is DEFINITELY NOT a good idea ladies!!!! lol

love you all!!!

Bethanie
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