ventings
im really tired. Today has been so long it feels like yesterday in my memory. I've had a lot of things on my mind lately. Secrets about myself, my life thus far, and my life to come. All that shtuff. Its kinda depressing to be thinking about some of this stuff. I'm kinda worried cause i've had headaches everyday for like 5 days now, and yesterday i suddenly had this major pain in my neck. It was so bad I couldn't fall asleep. Idk if its stress or what.
It seems that a lot of people have some sort of animosity towards me. I don't know why. I mean I try to be nice to everyone and I would do just about anything for most of the people I know. I'm actually kind of a door mat in that way. But it seems that I am unwelcome where ever I go. I hope that things will get better cause I'm gonna be gone soon and I really don't wanna leave without some sense of belonging to say good bye to.
It seems that a lot of people have some sort of animosity towards me. I don't know why. I mean I try to be nice to everyone and I would do just about anything for most of the people I know. I'm actually kind of a door mat in that way. But it seems that I am unwelcome where ever I go. I hope that things will get better cause I'm gonna be gone soon and I really don't wanna leave without some sense of belonging to say good bye to.