ARGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Right everything was all peachy, last night I went out with Beckie to the youthy and invited Will cause I wanted to see him, so he came and I sat bored and watched him play football, but even thought I was bored I did it cause I just liked being around him. And he cuddled me alot and had his arms around me and all tha. I was so happy. But then today at school, he ignored me, didnt look at me, talk to me. Anything. I felt like such shit. So stupid to think maybe he would be different. But nope. God must hate me huh. lol. Or maybe just Will does. Hmmm dunno. ARG So fucking STRESSED! But Dwayne is making me feel abit better. He is letting me whine to him and talk about depressing things and is being dead nice bless him lol.