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Gray day. Third day home from Thorn's class ... and still I haven't made time for personal practice. Is this the inner saboteur? What am I afraid of? What am I making more important than my work? my word? my Life?
Keeping commitments is good, but some of these commitments were only made, really, because someone asked and the calendar was empty. How do I change my habits to make my time more focused? When I seek empty avoidance behavior (the most typical lately is mindlessly playing computer solitaire), what's going on in my life? in my head or heart?
Today I will glaze a bowl and several smaller pieces. Today I may finish the sample weaving I'm making with the loom waste from the prayer stoles of three years ago. Today we move the RV from the brake-and-wheel-bearing repairshop to the roof-leak repair shop. Tonight is Macha's workshop on Grief and Death. Then what?
Keeping commitments is good, but some of these commitments were only made, really, because someone asked and the calendar was empty. How do I change my habits to make my time more focused? When I seek empty avoidance behavior (the most typical lately is mindlessly playing computer solitaire), what's going on in my life? in my head or heart?
Today I will glaze a bowl and several smaller pieces. Today I may finish the sample weaving I'm making with the loom waste from the prayer stoles of three years ago. Today we move the RV from the brake-and-wheel-bearing repairshop to the roof-leak repair shop. Tonight is Macha's workshop on Grief and Death. Then what?