Ok, so I freaked out
I don't hate ALL men. I just hate MOST of them.
I'm feeling a lot better today than I was yesterday. The weather helps alot, it's nice and cool up here with a breeze and sunny!
For some reason I just could not stop crying yesterday. Actually I know the reasons. I think it was just all of my pent up frustrations and emotions that I'd been holding in for the past month or two finally coming out. I had been wanting to cry, it helps relieve stress for me, but for some reason I just couldn't. And I certainly made up for it yesterday. I cried almost literally the whole day, except for when I was sleeping or in my room (didn't want to cry around the roomate...). I even cried on the plane. I'm sure I looked ridiculous but I didn't really care. It just felt good to get it all out. My eyes were all swollen and I felt like absolute crap the entire day, I didn't even eat much which is unusual for me.
My dad called me when I was getting off the plane. I haven't talked to him in a few days. He was still up in Boston. He was telling all of his friends how great of a daughter I am, and how proud of me he is, and how I may look like my mother but I am just like him. For a man who has made some "poor choices" recently in his life, he sure does have good advice. That I will never understand.
I got my first college loan bill in the mail. I'm only required to pay the interest, but I think to help myself out I'm gonna start paying of my loan now. It's only a 1200 dollar loan for this semester, so I can get that paid off in a relatively small amount of time.
Well I'm gonna go watch one of my fave SNL skits now (courtesy of Buddy!) and I'll probably write more later.
I'm feeling a lot better today than I was yesterday. The weather helps alot, it's nice and cool up here with a breeze and sunny!
For some reason I just could not stop crying yesterday. Actually I know the reasons. I think it was just all of my pent up frustrations and emotions that I'd been holding in for the past month or two finally coming out. I had been wanting to cry, it helps relieve stress for me, but for some reason I just couldn't. And I certainly made up for it yesterday. I cried almost literally the whole day, except for when I was sleeping or in my room (didn't want to cry around the roomate...). I even cried on the plane. I'm sure I looked ridiculous but I didn't really care. It just felt good to get it all out. My eyes were all swollen and I felt like absolute crap the entire day, I didn't even eat much which is unusual for me.
My dad called me when I was getting off the plane. I haven't talked to him in a few days. He was still up in Boston. He was telling all of his friends how great of a daughter I am, and how proud of me he is, and how I may look like my mother but I am just like him. For a man who has made some "poor choices" recently in his life, he sure does have good advice. That I will never understand.
I got my first college loan bill in the mail. I'm only required to pay the interest, but I think to help myself out I'm gonna start paying of my loan now. It's only a 1200 dollar loan for this semester, so I can get that paid off in a relatively small amount of time.
Well I'm gonna go watch one of my fave SNL skits now (courtesy of Buddy!) and I'll probably write more later.