why im not haveing sex
ok forr those of you who dont know my best freind died on saterday. this is one of those thing that i dont even tell genny. or sally my best freind jeffrey died on the 2 imean my real best freind the one i told every thing to he was my everything anything that happend to mehe helpedmewithand any thingthat happend to himm i helped him with when he was 13 we gave head and stuff and oneofthe resons i was a virgin for such along time was because he couldent wait and he he got hiv i watched him go from a kid who played socare and lived for adventuer to a sick lil kid. his amun system sucked he got sick realy easly and he died so dont readthis and think im tringto scar you but ilove all of you and i want youto relize that im in pain he was theone true love of my life with out every laying a hand on me sexauly i end this entry say two things if you find someone who you connect with dont settle for freinds goforitandthat your health is no joke be carfull