SUJET
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i ave a boyfriend. haha ummmm...yes it is Brian. We started going out August 7th. hmmm so yea the hamptons was fun...sorta relaxing minus the continuous arguing with brian over the phone but its ok i love you baby. steve delitta came with us all last minute style...i wish i had known it was ok to bring a guest cus i would have brought brian. my dad said maybe we'd go again before shcool or something but the time is winding down and hes in italy or soemthing on a cruise. so anyway after the hamptons i went to dc like 2 days later and things were kinda weird at first. the whole summer so far i had been totally confused bout him because of the continuous calling and the way he spoke to me and yet we werent together. i dunno....it was a pretty difficult two days when i was in dc but then we ended up going out and he was all happy and i realized this is what ive been waiting for and its what i wanted. i mean i will be honest, i spoke to karin a little bit before i left for dc and i was not myself in the brian case. she was all like @what happened to you i dont know you@ cus i told her my feelings for him were not as strong at all but by the time i got home from dc i missed him so much. i asked him to come home with his mother and he did. i was really happy all week he was here and now he is in Montreal ; ( ill see him in a few days though. i decided to try to quit cigarettes and i guess he didnt wanna smoke around me cus he knows how much harder it is to quit if he snmoked infront of me....now hes trying to quit. in reality ive only gone one day with no cigarette...i started this thing like a week ago. hahah. oops. eddys is leaving for basic training in like 5 or soemthing days (aug 23). his party is tomorrow. it will be a kick ass party but i cant believe its leaving. we all think he;ll be back for good in november haha. so i spoke to conor last night about everythign and i explained the situation with brian and he was cool with it. i mean if he wasnt cool with it tough shit cus brian is my baby. hehe. ok ill write more another time. i gotta get dressed, goin to the mall with christina and hayden. piece