Aug 17, 2005 22:44
Oh lorday.
Hey Gorgeous!!!!!
I love laura. I think (know) that she is the best friend/cohost a girl could ever ask for. Woohoooooo. She left the best message in the world on my phone and it was a tear jurker alright. So so so sweet. Yeah. That girl deserves so much more than she is getting.I loooooove her. The end.
I am so scared that when I see him tomorrow everything will come back. I am almost positive that it will, but I guess I have to put it behind me because that's just how things are. Poop.
I also have to miss practice tomorrow because I have a thing at the zoo to go to and oy. I really wanted to make that practice. (I cant believe I just said that, but it's really addicting.)
My mom came back from Memphis and brought pens. I love pens. It was a good thing.
Laura and Claire and Brittney came to wave to me and it was dandy. I love those kids, man.
I have to get up early because Jenn and Jazzy are coming over tomorrow which is going to be big because we're cool and I miss Jazzy with a lot and I cant wait to meet my cohost at the tree and for sure she will get an airport hug.
I have to sleep, but I am going to leave you with this:
I talked to him tonight and I think things will work out because it's not what I expected at all. I love that kid. I really do. He makes me feel so amazing.