So frustrated

Aug 09, 2005 23:55

I am. I've reached a point these last few days when i feel like i'm cracking up on the inside. It's not obvious to the outside world. I have had a dream for over 12 years, which i am still striving to persue. Time is a big factor, and my experiences in my current employment have really built me up for it...but i just feel so ready to pursue my goal NOW! I can't control the recruitment process though.

I just feel like so much time has passed...(2 years in fact) and i just want to crack on and get into it. I have never felt so passionate about anything in my entire life. A bit too much wine has been sunk tonight, and that doesn't help! I'm sure that with enough dedication and willpower, i will become a police officer and progress as i wish to. I'm sure that some of you will think that i'm a complete nutter, but this is what i believe in...what i have always wanted.
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