The rings in a piece of wood.
Well well well. What an interesting weekend I've had.
As some of you will know I've been rocking out in Nottingham and enjoying the scene of pubs, clubs and culture... And locals belting it out on kareoke.
One local in particular managed to "capture" my attention when she bawled out Skid Row's "Youth Gone Wild". Now that I enjoyed. I've never heard a walrus sing before.
She also managed to wait until my companion had gone to the toilet before stomping over and snapping that I wasnt welcome in Nottingham and she "knows what I did to her and her brother". Oh and apparently, I also sent racist messages to her boyfriend. On faceparty. And she could've had the police on me. Really? Why didnt you? Oh yeah, you bloody knew that none of those messages could be genuinely traced back to me because I didnt send them you stupid girl.
For goodness sake, the one time I met him I got acused of flirting with him. I said "Hi, how you doing" when we were left sitting next to each other, made some effort at conversation about music and he didnt really speak back so I dropped it. Then I get accused of being racist. This is crap as anyone who knows me knows I spent a long time living with two thai girls and one japanese girl. They were lovely. If he is japanese or thai then how can I be racist against one person and not their countrymen/women? And if he's chinese then so? Its just another language I can't speak for toffee.
Why would I be racist? Why? I've spent most of my life surrounded by people who get the most racial abuse from MY countrymen! I spent a lot of my childhood in France, I've lived in Scotland, my best friend is Welsh, and for most of 2005 I was staying at an Iranian's house!
Whats the point of these accusations? Most of you know my faceparty account got hacked years ago on a number of occasions by my ex boyfriend (her brother). He also spent most of his time bitching about her, calling her boyfriend a fucking dirty chink and threatening to kill him if he ever heard from them again. And many will also know how often he claimed he only had one sister at any given time in his life. Never two. Trying to change his singularly formed opinion was like getting blood out of a stone. So what I did to her and her brother's feud I'll never know. Unless I came between their fuck sessions of course.
But I just liked the way she left her friends standing in a place where they could see but couldnt hear what was said. Even if I had risen to the occasion and exposed her as the immature bint that she is, no one would have heard. But I simply sat there looking confused and inwardly yawning. So she waits till Im alone, throws stuff in my face and then leaves the building straight after. Im sorry but thats described in one word.
Cowardice.
Added to that, there is also the way she has been coming after me online for years now. Sending hate mail, messages to my friends on how awful and full of AIDS I am, and even getting her mates to message me telling me how if I ever showed my face in Nottingham or Bloodstock I was going to get the shit kicked out of me by them all. Not her, just all her mates. Well I talked to one person for a bit and in the end he actually saw my side of it and stopped harassing me. He said "lets agree to disagree, Im sorry for all the shit".
So you see when both sides are explained, the truth slowly comes out. But her "friends" have had her in their ears for years now. They dont know anything about me other than what she tells them. And she doesnt know anything about who I am other than what she makes up in her own head. Or what her brother makes up about me. As he did about her to myself and all his friends for years.
Its sheer blindness and refusal to move on with their lives that make these people so daft. I came into the pub for a drink and some music with an old friend. I didnt go after her, I didnt start anything, I simply got on with my night. And thats what she shouldve done. You see, thats what adults do. They dont go looking for trouble and threatening people, they accept things that have happened in the past as what they are; things that happened in the past.
But no. The mental block in that girl's mind is so massive, she cant grow up, get on with her life and act like a decent human being. She has to think up petty things to attack me/my friends with so she feels like a better person through my flaws. Its psychic vampirism, very common in the depressed or disturbed. Now I know one or both of those two siblings keeps very close tabs on me and will probably read this and laugh at my astute diagnosis. But seriously, get help. You need to move on. See a counsellor or a doctor and they can get you to someone who will give you advice and maybe a shoulder to cry on when it all gets too much.
Are you lonely? Because you appear to see me as someone worth bothering with. As we dont actually have any direct contact, that alone is worrying. Are you afraid of change? You're clinging on to a part of the past that should have been done with years ago, like some people do after the end of an important relationship, or like Ed Gein did with his mother. Are you unsatisfied with your life the way it is? You obviously feel the need to point out someone else's bad points to boost your own ego. And not even directly either, you simply sit on a machine making empty threats and sending anonymous crap.
As for this girl, she lost her battle the moment she walked up to me and opened her mouth. She proved she hasnt grown up, moved on and gotten over herself. Plus, if you need to make threats then you're clearly not very good at carrying them out are you?
All I have left to say is you can shout all you like, and nobody gives a damn what you use to try and intimidate me with, I KNOW I'm welcome in Nottingham and you have no influence in the matter whatsoever.
As some of you will know I've been rocking out in Nottingham and enjoying the scene of pubs, clubs and culture... And locals belting it out on kareoke.
One local in particular managed to "capture" my attention when she bawled out Skid Row's "Youth Gone Wild". Now that I enjoyed. I've never heard a walrus sing before.
She also managed to wait until my companion had gone to the toilet before stomping over and snapping that I wasnt welcome in Nottingham and she "knows what I did to her and her brother". Oh and apparently, I also sent racist messages to her boyfriend. On faceparty. And she could've had the police on me. Really? Why didnt you? Oh yeah, you bloody knew that none of those messages could be genuinely traced back to me because I didnt send them you stupid girl.
For goodness sake, the one time I met him I got acused of flirting with him. I said "Hi, how you doing" when we were left sitting next to each other, made some effort at conversation about music and he didnt really speak back so I dropped it. Then I get accused of being racist. This is crap as anyone who knows me knows I spent a long time living with two thai girls and one japanese girl. They were lovely. If he is japanese or thai then how can I be racist against one person and not their countrymen/women? And if he's chinese then so? Its just another language I can't speak for toffee.
Why would I be racist? Why? I've spent most of my life surrounded by people who get the most racial abuse from MY countrymen! I spent a lot of my childhood in France, I've lived in Scotland, my best friend is Welsh, and for most of 2005 I was staying at an Iranian's house!
Whats the point of these accusations? Most of you know my faceparty account got hacked years ago on a number of occasions by my ex boyfriend (her brother). He also spent most of his time bitching about her, calling her boyfriend a fucking dirty chink and threatening to kill him if he ever heard from them again. And many will also know how often he claimed he only had one sister at any given time in his life. Never two. Trying to change his singularly formed opinion was like getting blood out of a stone. So what I did to her and her brother's feud I'll never know. Unless I came between their fuck sessions of course.
But I just liked the way she left her friends standing in a place where they could see but couldnt hear what was said. Even if I had risen to the occasion and exposed her as the immature bint that she is, no one would have heard. But I simply sat there looking confused and inwardly yawning. So she waits till Im alone, throws stuff in my face and then leaves the building straight after. Im sorry but thats described in one word.
Cowardice.
Added to that, there is also the way she has been coming after me online for years now. Sending hate mail, messages to my friends on how awful and full of AIDS I am, and even getting her mates to message me telling me how if I ever showed my face in Nottingham or Bloodstock I was going to get the shit kicked out of me by them all. Not her, just all her mates. Well I talked to one person for a bit and in the end he actually saw my side of it and stopped harassing me. He said "lets agree to disagree, Im sorry for all the shit".
So you see when both sides are explained, the truth slowly comes out. But her "friends" have had her in their ears for years now. They dont know anything about me other than what she tells them. And she doesnt know anything about who I am other than what she makes up in her own head. Or what her brother makes up about me. As he did about her to myself and all his friends for years.
Its sheer blindness and refusal to move on with their lives that make these people so daft. I came into the pub for a drink and some music with an old friend. I didnt go after her, I didnt start anything, I simply got on with my night. And thats what she shouldve done. You see, thats what adults do. They dont go looking for trouble and threatening people, they accept things that have happened in the past as what they are; things that happened in the past.
But no. The mental block in that girl's mind is so massive, she cant grow up, get on with her life and act like a decent human being. She has to think up petty things to attack me/my friends with so she feels like a better person through my flaws. Its psychic vampirism, very common in the depressed or disturbed. Now I know one or both of those two siblings keeps very close tabs on me and will probably read this and laugh at my astute diagnosis. But seriously, get help. You need to move on. See a counsellor or a doctor and they can get you to someone who will give you advice and maybe a shoulder to cry on when it all gets too much.
Are you lonely? Because you appear to see me as someone worth bothering with. As we dont actually have any direct contact, that alone is worrying. Are you afraid of change? You're clinging on to a part of the past that should have been done with years ago, like some people do after the end of an important relationship, or like Ed Gein did with his mother. Are you unsatisfied with your life the way it is? You obviously feel the need to point out someone else's bad points to boost your own ego. And not even directly either, you simply sit on a machine making empty threats and sending anonymous crap.
As for this girl, she lost her battle the moment she walked up to me and opened her mouth. She proved she hasnt grown up, moved on and gotten over herself. Plus, if you need to make threats then you're clearly not very good at carrying them out are you?
All I have left to say is you can shout all you like, and nobody gives a damn what you use to try and intimidate me with, I KNOW I'm welcome in Nottingham and you have no influence in the matter whatsoever.