A callling
Have you ever got an overwhelming feeling, perhaps a vision, at an instant that you are supposed to be doing something with your life? A committment perhaps? I got this feeling last night. This isn't the first time that I have even contemplated it - I lightly thought about it at different times growing up. I believe that I am supposed to eventually devote my life to serving God by becoming a nun. You see ... last night I was just laying in my bed when there was this ... feeling (I really don't know what else to describe it as) ... that I am supposed to enter into a marriage with Him and Jesus. That eventually I am supposed to devote my life to serving. It is not something I consider lightly. And I would have to do so much before even looking at the initiation process and even choosing an order. I believe I am not supposed to enter it right now but in a few years time. It's like a calling. Like becoming a teacher is a calling, it was a part of this calling as well. There are so many signs that point towards this too. Inheriting my grandmother's rosary beads, the blessed crucifix, her family Bible and missile. There is a lot of thinking to do and many things to do.