Hello world!
For the first time in a while, I'm becoming interested in life again. I think that trip down to Portland really did work wonders. Spending time with family and getting out into the world really helped me to put things in perspective. Granted, spending time with anyone right now just inflames my insecurities, but I think I'm truly on the mend now. I went to the Saturday market and had actual fun, without any thoughts of Brian. I came up with tons of ideas for Christmas presents, and I'm actually excited to get back into crafting again. I no longer feel the need to spend all of my time with other people, in fact I'm very much looking forward to spending more time alone. It would seem that taking a trip is a great cure for a breakup.
To top it all off, I've been reading history all morning and actually ENJOYING it. Granted, I have midterms in 5 hours and I probably won't be able to get everything done, but I'm still feeling pretty damn good about it. I haven't been interested in school at all for a long time now, this is refreshing. In fact, instead of wasting time on the internet I actually want to keep going. So I'm off.
To top it all off, I've been reading history all morning and actually ENJOYING it. Granted, I have midterms in 5 hours and I probably won't be able to get everything done, but I'm still feeling pretty damn good about it. I haven't been interested in school at all for a long time now, this is refreshing. In fact, instead of wasting time on the internet I actually want to keep going. So I'm off.