Fuck
I messed up on my second day
of 2468. Two problems occured.
My boss brought pizza, and I
had to eat a slice as she was watching
me.
My folks came to visit, and took
me to a restaurant, and I had
half an italian pizza. All vegetarian,
luckily, but still. It made me crave
sugar really badly.
I think I have to leave my money
at home every day, to and from
work, to keep from spending it on
shit. When I'm waiting for the
bus, by the 7/11, it's too easy going
in there. I'm so fucking weak.
I'm making a plan for next week.
No money with me..
And strictly following the 2468,
starting on 6 tomorrow, as
today was simply a fuckup.
But I need to forgive myself and
continue. At least I've quit smoking,
and I'm not drinking or purging.
Oh.
Monday - 200 cals
Tuesday - 400 cals
Start on thursday with 200 again and so on.
Love
of 2468. Two problems occured.
My boss brought pizza, and I
had to eat a slice as she was watching
me.
My folks came to visit, and took
me to a restaurant, and I had
half an italian pizza. All vegetarian,
luckily, but still. It made me crave
sugar really badly.
I think I have to leave my money
at home every day, to and from
work, to keep from spending it on
shit. When I'm waiting for the
bus, by the 7/11, it's too easy going
in there. I'm so fucking weak.
I'm making a plan for next week.
No money with me..
And strictly following the 2468,
starting on 6 tomorrow, as
today was simply a fuckup.
But I need to forgive myself and
continue. At least I've quit smoking,
and I'm not drinking or purging.
Oh.
Monday - 200 cals
Tuesday - 400 cals
Start on thursday with 200 again and so on.
Love