Realization
Work gets a little slow this month of the year with vacations being planned etc, and it gives me a few minutes to read through the journals of my friends. Ive noticed alot of drame going on.
Some of you i miss very much , mostly my friends from hvd and the pirates......
I love my group but i see them every weekend and events for me this year has been less then stellar.
Only highlight for me so far has become both King and Queens champion.
On a personal note ive been going to counseling and ive reached a level of realization that my behaviors in the past have been hurtful to various people. I hurt Sheena and Lynda very much. Ive come to terms with things been honest to everyone about my feelings. I told them btoh i dont want to hurt anyone and need to find clarity in my life. Too many things have clouded my thoughts and made me lose track of what is important in life and thats making myself happy and have fun with my friends and loved ones.
If anyone hear has wondered why ive been distant its cause i didnt want to spread drama and cause issues for people. Life is too damn short to have senseless bullshit drama unfold on me and around me. People reading this is theres alot of drama in your life, your the cause of it, even if it is unintentional you need to focus on how to have a peaceful existence. Enjoy life......
Some of you i miss very much , mostly my friends from hvd and the pirates......
I love my group but i see them every weekend and events for me this year has been less then stellar.
Only highlight for me so far has become both King and Queens champion.
On a personal note ive been going to counseling and ive reached a level of realization that my behaviors in the past have been hurtful to various people. I hurt Sheena and Lynda very much. Ive come to terms with things been honest to everyone about my feelings. I told them btoh i dont want to hurt anyone and need to find clarity in my life. Too many things have clouded my thoughts and made me lose track of what is important in life and thats making myself happy and have fun with my friends and loved ones.
If anyone hear has wondered why ive been distant its cause i didnt want to spread drama and cause issues for people. Life is too damn short to have senseless bullshit drama unfold on me and around me. People reading this is theres alot of drama in your life, your the cause of it, even if it is unintentional you need to focus on how to have a peaceful existence. Enjoy life......