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Man this has been a bad fucking week. Ultimately almost a bad fucking year. I'm so glad new years is coming then again i know nothings gonna change tooo much. Last years started off with a great start and then it was fucking hell on earth. But mehh.
I hate the fact I can get so jealous. I'm a jealous bastard and theres not a damn thing to it. I swear I can act/feel/seem/& be so fucking irrational it makes me sick. So I'm sorry. Mehh how am i gonna change that? Oh well.
So tomorrow i go back to recording the rest of our demo. Apparently some people do like our sound and our music I'm really appreciative of that. I dont neccessarily like it but hey I like what I play. So kill me if thats a crime.
I think im gonna actually commit to finishing a book I'm writing. It starts off awesome so why not? Heres a quote ( like you care. But oh well lol)
"Whats sad is I dont even know how we got to this point.
With both our eyes closed and blood flowing from her mouth I ask, "Is this where you would have pictured us ending up?"
And trying not to choke on her own blood she replies, "I pictured ou deead before me."
That can still be i tell her. "
Ohhhh boy that sounds like money!! lol and im spent.
Ps i gotta start taking pictures.
I hate the fact I can get so jealous. I'm a jealous bastard and theres not a damn thing to it. I swear I can act/feel/seem/& be so fucking irrational it makes me sick. So I'm sorry. Mehh how am i gonna change that? Oh well.
So tomorrow i go back to recording the rest of our demo. Apparently some people do like our sound and our music I'm really appreciative of that. I dont neccessarily like it but hey I like what I play. So kill me if thats a crime.
I think im gonna actually commit to finishing a book I'm writing. It starts off awesome so why not? Heres a quote ( like you care. But oh well lol)
"Whats sad is I dont even know how we got to this point.
With both our eyes closed and blood flowing from her mouth I ask, "Is this where you would have pictured us ending up?"
And trying not to choke on her own blood she replies, "I pictured ou deead before me."
That can still be i tell her. "
Ohhhh boy that sounds like money!! lol and im spent.
Ps i gotta start taking pictures.