O.M.G.
if anyone has been wondering why I've kind of been missing for the past week or so (excluding the random fma spazz posts of course), the reason is because of my school's musical.
we're doing the musical Wild Cat, a (ok, this is a totally random interruption here, but aja just found an lj called
noroimustdie, and though there seems to be nothing about me, I still find myself very, very disturbed. >__________>;;;;) musical no one had ever heard of, but it actually was very good. good plot, catchy songs; the perfect thing to do.
all of this week and much of last week, I've had to stay after school, or come back at a time like 6:00PM and leave at 10:00. needless to say, I've been exhausted. this morning for example, it took me about half an hour for my eyes to fully open. I was practically dead in my first periods. I didn't even have the energy to threaten my friend kyle. (trust me when I say that's a bad sign), and I've had no time to do my homework.
however, our hard work was still pointless because of so many negative things just leading to it's bloody and brutal death. one of our leads became sick with mono and had to drop out, and in response (because the guy's a fucking bastard, loser, idiot --#), another lead quit. our leads just kept dropping out, and people kept having their character's switch because of it. better yet, we didn't have a stage for about 4 days because the town meeting had to be extended to the next saturday. and they refused to move it to the middle school even thought they knew how badly it was disturbing the annual high school musical.
tonight however was the opening.
and now, I just want to die. --; almost everything that could have gone wrong, did. the opening was horrible; the chorus was off-pitch, along with the pit band, and the pit band was playing too fast. sets fell/crashed, people forgot lines and what to do, and the stage crew (and I can't really feel bad though because they felt sooo badly afterwards) screwed up the entire surprise ending. they set it off way too early, and killed all the rest of the play.
to sum up how bad it was: the theater/chorus/band teacher was laughing hysterically by the 2 scene. and there were only about 20 people left in the audience at the end.
but I'm really pissed. my friend, who came to give moral support to my friend elise and I, ditched halfway through, and not even nicely. my friend kayla also left early, but she at least told us we had done well and that she was just to exhausted to watch the ending. justine however basically was like this: "omg, this is sooo boooooring. I think I'm gonna leave early. and 'lise, when you were dancing, you kept doing this...thing with your foot."
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and josh, wtf? the first time I've gotten to see you while you were home, and after the play I had worked so hard on had just bombed and I felt like total crap, you find Gee-nii-san and just ditch me without even saying good bye? thanks. --# thanks for staying to see the whole play though.
so yeah, at 11:49PM, I am just now going to do my homework. x.x;; at least there are still 2 more nights for the play to go well.