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Jun 30, 2007 21:09

I've been afraid to check my emails for the last three - four days just because I though I couldn't have any love cuz I haven't been around -at all- since I started work. But I was wrong and had 30ish emails over there. Which for me is like a lot  =)        That made me happy!

Ok first of all my feet are KILLING me :(     Like they always do after a day of work. I'm working five days straight- which I get tired just thinking about. Then two days off and works starts again after that.
By best friend leaves on Thursday to Halmstad which is on the south part of Sweden so it bums me out a bit. But she booked me Wednesday so we could do something before she leaves. This time I have to make her brother give me a permanent marker dammit! (He wouldn't the last time- bastard)

Other news is that  
jeyhawkand supernatural has way too much power over my life! I have 'Back in black' as ringtone to my cell. My best friends have 'You've got a friend in me' ringtone. And anyone that I flirt with have 'I'm too sexy' song. Work has the Dolly Parton song '9 to 5'. Some people have other songs like 'El vaile del perrito' (which if I translate is something like ' The dans of the dog' and it's a childrens song so people please! mind out of the gutter), Highway to hell, Baby got back, Shut up make love, ect.

And i must confess that I put my friend Jenett as Jen....    *hangs head*
It's.....yeah I know.....you don't need to say anything
I need to get a hold of a b-friend...

And I can't stop thinking about something - besides Jensen or Jared, or Jensen and Jared, or Norman. I was telling Viccy what kind of person I am. And I came out slutty. But I promise that I'm not. I just flirt a lot. Even with guys that aren't hot or anything. i love making people blush sometimes. Yes I am evil like that. 
So there is a lot of hugging and smooches and long stares where I know that the other person is fully aware that I know, that they know I know I'm looking.

I don't expect anyone to read this post. Less understand it. I'm just tried and blabbing like I do sometimes where even I don't know what I'm thinking or saying.

Anyway what I wanted to say that I'm just know fully aware that I may flirt a wee little too much. I talked about this to my best friend and she agreed. She said that even I had more victims than her in our last school. Victims are what we called to people that we have hit on. Or something like that. Like her. In one game in gym you had to snag a ribbon/ band (too tired to come up with the right name) from the opponent. But the stupid band had to be in the other persons pants with just a little bit hanging out. And the things where on the back so it looked like a tail. You still with me? Ok. So when you tried to snatch it you were always THIS CLOSE away from having a handful of the other persons ass. What was my point? Oh yeah she grabbed- and I mean like really GRABBED- this guys ass. And so from that day he became her victim.

It sounds stupid but it was fun at the time.

I need to keep talking or I'll fall asleep and then when I wake up around 11 pm I won't be able to go asleep...Oh I'll tell you about this dream I had!!! OMG WEIRD!
Jared was playing Jeopardy but guess what the prize was? Oh yeah having sex with Jensen (and he was so wearing Deans clothes the jerk)!
Anyway to win Jared had to say the correct answer to a amount of questions under a certain time. The certain time was before Jensen came in his pants, while the other Jensen made him come. Did I forget to tell you that there were two Jensens in this dream?!??!
It was hot and several levels of fucked up.

But the again I also had the dream that my both of my nephews lost one arm while sliding down a slide. lol sliding down a slide. Ok focus Malin, focus! And I had to carry them both and their arms...uck!...to their mom....because you know SHE is the one I have to take them to and not a doctor.

What do you think my subconscious is trying to tell me?

I might be angry with my cousin. But I don't know if I have the energy to be. And also she doesn't know when I'm mad at her. Which is a little disturbing you know....

A guy keeps calling me fatty at work. But it's not bad or anything cuz we just tease each other and it's a long story to why it started. I may just have a little crush on him :/
Which might not be such a good idea. I mean we get along great with the teasing and pretend fights and then the hugging and snuggling when making up (that didn't come out right) but if we really hooked up I couldn't stand him. I mean he's funny and all but sometimes you just wanna get a hammer and...... yeah you get my point!
He's just one of those who is good but in just small amounts of time.

But work is great so far. I like everyone. Everyone likes me. I mock my boss a little too much which in any other place might not be such a good idea but here it's ok so I love it. He's funny (and yes I do flirt with him too- it's a disease I tell ya!) because one moment he's like "nana blaaaaaaa" messing with me and the next he says "good work Malin". I just stare at him and he's like "what?!" , "You expecting me to believe that?" "But I mean it!" "Uh huh" "I do!" "Yeah..." *I walk away* *he follows* "why won't you believe me?!?!?!"

I know he means it I just like to mess with him.

I'll spend my last time in consciousness trying to answer your comments.

I love you guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuys!

I am very affectionate when I'm tired so get used to it cuz I'm working next week too!

Forgive me spelling and grammar....I just don't even going to pretend I care

And if you read this far....you are a true friend.

I'm seriously fucked up today...don't read that....

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