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[nornagon]

This morning when I got to school, I felt like absolute crap. It's five days until my exams start, and I felt like I didn't know anything. Stomach fell through to my feet and I was this close to tears the whole day. Maths was the worst, I felt so dumb because every integration question I'd try, I'd look at like "?!", then get a flash of inspiration and work it through... and then realise that I'd ended up with a zero denominator or something even worse than what I'd started with.

I came home, didn't open my laptop, just sat down and started doing integration homework. I got every single question out.

My mum calls it "the dark before the dawn". Hopefully things will be better from here on in.