(no subject)
school is still oddly going ok... im waiting for it to crumble down on me. and i feel like physical weight is empty from my life... my hands feel empty not holding his, my back feels cold without his arm across it... .this is lame and ridiculously poetic but i cant even help it because its exactly how i feel. i think it might be a brand new, less acceptable level of missing. cant wait till my break.... hoping to talk ashley bear into coming up to tampa with the newms for some hard core partying/3 ways while eric has to sit all aone. joanna rules