Jul 04, 2004 02:27
Today I came to the realization...while intoxicated of course (which I still am) that I have never really been #1. No really close friend has ever told me that I am thier best friend (besides lobie, who, I might add, is the man) and no girl I have ever been with in any romantic capacity has ever decided that I should be the only man in thier life for the duration of our relationship. So here I am, three cheating ex-girlfriends, one roomie who left for greener pastures, and many close friends who im sure hold me dear whom I hold dear, later, still being #2 at best. Its ok though I think. At least I have lots of people who care about me, what I really would like to know though is, what it would be like to be #1.