I used to think, if I could realize I die, then I would be a lot nicer...
Well, the shit's really hitting the fan now.
Maybe I'll prematurely wean myself from this insane hazy binge.
Now I'm mostly just unhappy. I feel bad for my parents, especially for my mom, because she is so delusional and misled, but is so histrionic and rigid in her opinions and can never be convinced against what she wants to believe. She is very wrong about everything; other than the points that partying in high school IS bad, and that I'm turning into less of an exemplory individual than maybe I once was.
Time to take it easy for a while.
(I had to write the letter the FIRST night of the week.)
*****
Sorry for being so retarded to everyone, all summer. How lame.
"Fat, drunk and stupid is no way to go through life, son..." -Animal House
Maybe I'll prematurely wean myself from this insane hazy binge.
Now I'm mostly just unhappy. I feel bad for my parents, especially for my mom, because she is so delusional and misled, but is so histrionic and rigid in her opinions and can never be convinced against what she wants to believe. She is very wrong about everything; other than the points that partying in high school IS bad, and that I'm turning into less of an exemplory individual than maybe I once was.
Time to take it easy for a while.
(I had to write the letter the FIRST night of the week.)
*****
Sorry for being so retarded to everyone, all summer. How lame.
"Fat, drunk and stupid is no way to go through life, son..." -Animal House