Yeah, i know what you mean. Whihc reminds me that when i was younger i always dreamt of a TV that oozes scents along witht he image, you know, like the ultimate experience...
As for things in the j-rock world... Oh they are wonderfully convoluted. As in i am so crazy in love and in full fandom mode, with the squee and the glee and the happiness of doom, and i write and i read and well there's where stuff kinda sucks. There and with the fans.
The fics... they suck. Mostly. There are some brilliant gems, but rare. The fans they suck too, in their own personal ways. Like getting crazy obsessed, creating fandomwars, and wank wank wank. And a lot of times i feel alone and stuff, just me and cateris, not having who to discuss things with or what to read etc.
But overall it's not that bad. Not nearly as bad as it was in NIN. I kinda actually am reminded of the MCR fandom, less yeahchemical but not quite mychemicalslash. Ya know? But i'm trying stuff, posting picspams etc etc... trying to be the change that i want to see in the world (which sounds AWFULLY arrogant, but it's not). It helps that i love the band (dir en grey) so damn much, music and members included. It helps A LOT. :)
Yeah, i know what you mean. Whihc reminds me that when i was younger i always dreamt of a TV that oozes scents along witht he image, you know, like the ultimate experience...
As for things in the j-rock world... Oh they are wonderfully convoluted. As in i am so crazy in love and in full fandom mode, with the squee and the glee and the happiness of doom, and i write and i read and well there's where stuff kinda sucks. There and with the fans.
The fics... they suck. Mostly. There are some brilliant gems, but rare. The fans they suck too, in their own personal ways. Like getting crazy obsessed, creating fandomwars, and wank wank wank. And a lot of times i feel alone and stuff, just me and cateris, not having who to discuss things with or what to read etc.
But overall it's not that bad. Not nearly as bad as it was in NIN. I kinda actually am reminded of the MCR fandom, less yeahchemical but not quite mychemicalslash. Ya know? But i'm trying stuff, posting picspams etc etc... trying to be the change that i want to see in the world (which sounds AWFULLY arrogant, but it's not). It helps that i love the band (dir en grey) so damn much, music and members included. It helps A LOT. :)
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