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So i think i messed up again. Matt wasn't showing any further interest in me (and even told casey that he was happy being my friend)so i gave up. thats when i realized i had some feelings for scrotum. and scrotum showed interest as well. so we fooled around and almost had sex (i thought we had a thing, thats why.) and he said that we shouldn't cuz he didn't want me to get attatched. so obviously we weren't as much of a thing as i thought we were. but at least he was gentlemanly enough to not pretend and have sex with me. but now matt is all over me (now that im not all over him) and showing tons of interest, like he wants to date me. But can i continue what i had with matt? would that be wrong? would that hurt scrotum? would that hurt thier friendship? its weird, i still like matt, i just thought he didn't like me and just wanted to fool around. goddamn it erica.
and none of their kisses even compare to matt atencios. his kisses are amazing, like a bit of heaven. matts are close, actually really close, but nothing compares. that kid was unbelievable with his lips.
and none of their kisses even compare to matt atencios. his kisses are amazing, like a bit of heaven. matts are close, actually really close, but nothing compares. that kid was unbelievable with his lips.