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I wanna thank you all. i couldn't have gotten through this without everyones support. This experience has made me realize how many people care about me. I dont have just Matt, like i so often believed. I have a ton of friends, but most importantly i have myself and God. So see, some good came of this. It also made me realize the kind of person i want to be and the kind i dont. Plus, im only 20. i'll never be again so i might as well enjoy it while im young enough to do so. I'm not saying that im going to to a party and drink every night or have alot of sex, just now i dont have any expectations to live up to. I think i could get use to being single. except that i never dated on high school and matt and i started dating right after so i honestly have no idea how to date anyone. im clueless in that scene. pointers would help guys!!!