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EVERYONE GO LOOK AT MY PAGE RIGHT NOW. I LOVE IT.
NEW LAYOUT. If you're a fan of HAPPY BUNNY then you'll appreciate it.
My new layout rules, it's from the hellolayouts group
(SO THERE, I'M CREDITING)
So anyways, I think my weekend is going to be really good. Shelbop should be home within the hour, Ryan Chesley and Lauren should be home....probably now actually. Right now I'm watching the Red Sox with my mom, Dave Cooper and Linda.
Miles might be getting some blow this weekend, and hopefully an ounce of weed.
I'll buy an eighth off of him. I haven't bought an eighth in about a week and a half or so.
So this new boy I like according to Lucy probably likes me too. That's exciting. I hung out with him alot today during soccer and shiz.
I'm so confused about what to do though, like with John and everything.
It's really hard because I know that if he were here I'd be so in love and not even look at any other guys. We talk on the phone alot and write each other letters, we both know we like each other, but He's allll the way in St Louis, and he's only coming back in november for 5 days, then he won't be back for another 6 months. I want a boyfriend, because I have a crush on somebody, but I'm still totally in love with John.
I don't want to reserve myself for John because that's not fair for me, he's not even in the same state as me. But I wouldn't want to get involved with someone then break up with them when John comes back, because that's just an awful things to do.
It sucks.
Maybe I'll just fuck around and not get emotionally attached to anyone which will be totally impossible for me.
No one read this I'm sure. For some reason people see a long post and they go right past it, because people don't care if someone has alot to say. I always have alot to say if I'm actually telling you how I'm doing. The less you have to say and the less depth in your post the more comments you'll get.
because society and humans are fucked up like that.
NEW LAYOUT. If you're a fan of HAPPY BUNNY then you'll appreciate it.
My new layout rules, it's from the hellolayouts group
(SO THERE, I'M CREDITING)
So anyways, I think my weekend is going to be really good. Shelbop should be home within the hour, Ryan Chesley and Lauren should be home....probably now actually. Right now I'm watching the Red Sox with my mom, Dave Cooper and Linda.
Miles might be getting some blow this weekend, and hopefully an ounce of weed.
I'll buy an eighth off of him. I haven't bought an eighth in about a week and a half or so.
So this new boy I like according to Lucy probably likes me too. That's exciting. I hung out with him alot today during soccer and shiz.
I'm so confused about what to do though, like with John and everything.
It's really hard because I know that if he were here I'd be so in love and not even look at any other guys. We talk on the phone alot and write each other letters, we both know we like each other, but He's allll the way in St Louis, and he's only coming back in november for 5 days, then he won't be back for another 6 months. I want a boyfriend, because I have a crush on somebody, but I'm still totally in love with John.
I don't want to reserve myself for John because that's not fair for me, he's not even in the same state as me. But I wouldn't want to get involved with someone then break up with them when John comes back, because that's just an awful things to do.
It sucks.
Maybe I'll just fuck around and not get emotionally attached to anyone which will be totally impossible for me.
No one read this I'm sure. For some reason people see a long post and they go right past it, because people don't care if someone has alot to say. I always have alot to say if I'm actually telling you how I'm doing. The less you have to say and the less depth in your post the more comments you'll get.
because society and humans are fucked up like that.