If I leave here tomorrow......

[norma_jean_b]

Every manager I've had so far at Starbucks has tried to promote me but I've always refused--that is, until today.

I dunno, maybe I just feel like its time for a challenge, maybe I just wanna keep extra busy to keep my mind off things, but more than likely I think its just time for me to do so cause I'm so bored with my job. At least I'll be doing something new, getting paid more for it, and it'll look extra good on applications. "Supervisor." Yea. Get that.

When last year started I knew it was just gonna be a year to recup from the disaster that was 2007. And I was definitely right, because re-prioritize is exactly what I spent all year doing.

Now I feel like this year everything is just going to change. Me-my job-my education-my relationships.

And I'm pretty sure that next year, I'm going to re-locate.
I guess we'll see.

I haven't been writing, and I finally know why. I have a story to tell, I just didn't know how it ended. Now I do and I'm thinking maybe I need to get it over and done and out with, I'm just.....scared to allow it.

I know that sounds weird.