I blame KJ
She was going on about missing people and stuff and it made me realize how I miss Sarah so much.
Then I was going through my big bang playlist[can't write without music guys, I just cannot] and Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World came on and that used to be our song holy shit and I remember her calling me an old soul because she was my age when the song came out.
And her birthday was last week and she's in New York for school and I was tempted to text her and it just made my heart hurt so much I had to stop writing and go outside and clear my head because you can't write fluff with a heart full angst. And I wanted to cry but I just can't, I refuse to cry over her. She wouldn't want me too.
Then I was going through my big bang playlist[can't write without music guys, I just cannot] and Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World came on and that used to be our song holy shit and I remember her calling me an old soul because she was my age when the song came out.
And her birthday was last week and she's in New York for school and I was tempted to text her and it just made my heart hurt so much I had to stop writing and go outside and clear my head because you can't write fluff with a heart full angst. And I wanted to cry but I just can't, I refuse to cry over her. She wouldn't want me too.