and its cold when your near the bottom
So much shit has gone down since last week. I didn't go to school Monday or today. My mom told me that her and my dad are most likely going to break up after I graduate. I don't see why. If they really don't want to be together anymore now, then break up now. My dad is going to rehab for 4 months. He wont be back until June I think.
My mom was talking about how she can't wait for him to leave. He really needs the help. He keeps talking about suicide and stuff and its like omfg I don't want to be here.
You would think I would go to school on time and stay all afternoon to get away from all of this but no. I don't want to go to school either. Each day I go to school, I feel more and more like I have no reason to come. I don't like the group environment. I hate getting cut off when speaking and not understanding anything the first time. Clearly I wasn't programed for school. I only go for Will. Every time I come home from school I feel mentally and physically ill. I just want to pass all my exams and to be summer already.
My mom was talking about how she can't wait for him to leave. He really needs the help. He keeps talking about suicide and stuff and its like omfg I don't want to be here.
You would think I would go to school on time and stay all afternoon to get away from all of this but no. I don't want to go to school either. Each day I go to school, I feel more and more like I have no reason to come. I don't like the group environment. I hate getting cut off when speaking and not understanding anything the first time. Clearly I wasn't programed for school. I only go for Will. Every time I come home from school I feel mentally and physically ill. I just want to pass all my exams and to be summer already.