She trembled ‘Take me now, knock me out, navigate my filthy mouth'
So I had exams Thursday and Friday. I'm pretty sure I failed biology, I fell asleep like 3 times and guessed on most of the questions. I think I passed my biomedical exam...at least the essay part. Plus, it's a vocats exam so we get a curve so that should help me out. I only saw Hatter 3 times. She had to give me 80 cents to pay my over due library fine lol. But we didn't have enough interaction to fight/flirt/argue etc.
Taylor went to a party, oh god... Damian, my friend since 7th grade turned 16 on Christmas day but had his party Friday night. My ex from 2008 was there. Oh. My. Fucking. God. She was looking good, I mean she was cute when we dated but she was still growing into her looks. I hadn't seen her for a year. We broke up because she thought I liked her slut friend Jessica. LIES. Plus she was in love with Damian, who is as gay as they come without being flamboyant, it seems like every girl but me thats friends with Damian, at one point have a crush on him. But anyways, so I was the first one to get there, after fussing with my parents we found his house. I set up rock band and DDR. People came filtering in, Paula was like second to last to come and omg she looked HOT. She immediately came up to me and gave me a hug. She said "oh my god Taylor! I haven't seen you in a year. You look hot" and I told her she looked super cute. She really did. For the rest of the night we were connected by the hip...and boob. We played apples to apples. I originally wasn't going to play but Paula said we would be a team. We got 2 green cards. I would explain apples to apples but it's too confusing lol.
So Damian has a big couch and a big recliner and people kept laying on it. Paula was laying down and I realized how high broken in she is. We dated my freshmen year, she was in 8th grade still, its hard to explain but you can tell when you look at someone and just know they are in high school. So I don't know why but we had this intense sexual chemistry[I said eww while I typed that LOL] like we were constantly touch and stuff and then I got on the recliner and I dunno we were cuddling and I was just like "do you want a hickey?" she said yes. OMFG I GAVE HER A HICKEY ON HER BOOB! it was crazy, I was going through sensory overload, she was breathing all heavy in my ear and it was hot with all the layers between us, the music was loud but yet so drowned out and I think my meds kicked in because I just felt like a lit fuse. We kept having these almost kisses and I totally didn't feel bad.
After the party we were texting all night and then this morning, Gabby and I were talking on the phone. She was at the party as well. She kept bugging me about Paula, "strangers don't look at each other like that Taylor, life isn't a movie" so she kinda forced it out that we used to date. Apparently me and Paula "looked cute together" and Gabby could tell that "she wanted to kiss me". Me and Paula have kissed, once it was really fast and she banged my head against the wall because she wanted it to get it over with and didn't want Jessica to see. An hour later we broke up. But I honestly don't want to date her again. I don't know if it would be different but I just don't want to think about me dating someone. It's an odd concept.
Taylor went to a party, oh god... Damian, my friend since 7th grade turned 16 on Christmas day but had his party Friday night. My ex from 2008 was there. Oh. My. Fucking. God. She was looking good, I mean she was cute when we dated but she was still growing into her looks. I hadn't seen her for a year. We broke up because she thought I liked her slut friend Jessica. LIES. Plus she was in love with Damian, who is as gay as they come without being flamboyant, it seems like every girl but me thats friends with Damian, at one point have a crush on him. But anyways, so I was the first one to get there, after fussing with my parents we found his house. I set up rock band and DDR. People came filtering in, Paula was like second to last to come and omg she looked HOT. She immediately came up to me and gave me a hug. She said "oh my god Taylor! I haven't seen you in a year. You look hot" and I told her she looked super cute. She really did. For the rest of the night we were connected by the hip...and boob. We played apples to apples. I originally wasn't going to play but Paula said we would be a team. We got 2 green cards. I would explain apples to apples but it's too confusing lol.
So Damian has a big couch and a big recliner and people kept laying on it. Paula was laying down and I realized how high broken in she is. We dated my freshmen year, she was in 8th grade still, its hard to explain but you can tell when you look at someone and just know they are in high school. So I don't know why but we had this intense sexual chemistry[I said eww while I typed that LOL] like we were constantly touch and stuff and then I got on the recliner and I dunno we were cuddling and I was just like "do you want a hickey?" she said yes. OMFG I GAVE HER A HICKEY ON HER BOOB! it was crazy, I was going through sensory overload, she was breathing all heavy in my ear and it was hot with all the layers between us, the music was loud but yet so drowned out and I think my meds kicked in because I just felt like a lit fuse. We kept having these almost kisses and I totally didn't feel bad.
After the party we were texting all night and then this morning, Gabby and I were talking on the phone. She was at the party as well. She kept bugging me about Paula, "strangers don't look at each other like that Taylor, life isn't a movie" so she kinda forced it out that we used to date. Apparently me and Paula "looked cute together" and Gabby could tell that "she wanted to kiss me". Me and Paula have kissed, once it was really fast and she banged my head against the wall because she wanted it to get it over with and didn't want Jessica to see. An hour later we broke up. But I honestly don't want to date her again. I don't know if it would be different but I just don't want to think about me dating someone. It's an odd concept.