Oct 10, 2009 00:25
So I had a massive panic attack today on my way to the homecoming pep rally.
So I official think Alex and me were married in our past life. Because we seriously act like an old married couple minus the fighting. I massaged her ankles and she hit me with her car's back hatch...I think her car is a decepticon, I got whip lash on tuesday and now a head injury. I love how she thought I was a junior[I so wish] for like 5 seconds, asking me if I was going to prom this year. It was funny though. I had told her on Thrusday that I wasn't going to prom next year because TV ruined for me. I think I'm going to miss Alex more than I realized when she graduates in 2010
So to prevent another attack, I sat in the vistor bleachers. Which were dead, only but a few parents. I was totally flirting with the other team's cheerleaders, telling them they were better than ours [LIE, we have a boy cheerleader and he kills it] when they were just prettier.
So on Wedneday, during GLEE my dad asked me if I was gay. I said no, he said he wouldn't care and would still love me anyways. I just told him, I wasn't ready for anything like that. Gay or Straight, which isn't a lie. I tried dating in the past and it was odd. But I dunno why I just can't tell him. I have this weird thought that, I just want to keep it to myself. Something that I don't have to share since I share everything else. Plus, I don't need an over protective mother even more crazy.
I think I have a serious head injury. I've been having hot flashes and my head still hurts after I took some 800mg IB
chronic kidney diseases for the win,
alex:my dream girl,
i have:serious issues