My weekend
I am, at least hopefully, over the stupid attention-seeking feeling-thought-mess that invaded my head for the past couple of weeks. I don't know, I guess I'm just somehow... messed up in some random way but at least they're just thought that cannot do any harm - I haven't really done anything.
Yesterday I went to Pauliina's (mithnaurwen) birthday party I had fun. There was a lot of people and talking and that sort of fun stuff. I talked to Laura loads and I really truly love that girl as a friend. Then I had a long joking convo with Paavo about him becoming my brother-in-law and then I talked some random stuff with Janne, who had brought two of his friends with him, Akusti and Otto. Otto was nice, me and Laura talked to him quite a bit. Other than that it was just a regular night but it was really fun and relaxing.
Today we went to Helsinki to see my cousins. They're the most adorable little creatures on Earth. Matilda is six now, Onni is four and very big boy, my goddaughter Emelia is two and just simply adorable and the youngest, Väinö, is one month old. I love children, boy, I do, and there's something very special about babies. Holding him, his head resting on my shoudler, his eyes fixed on my big red plastic earring that moved slightly when I turned my head, he slowly getting more and more tired and closing his eyes. Babies are a miracle, so tiny and so dependant. I think kids are at their cutest when they are Emelia's age though, already walking and talking and doing fun stuff and you can actually play with them and not be afraid of holding them wrong or whatever, and yet they're still really small and cute. But I love kids of all ages and I want at least three some day. Well let's say three because four sounds quite big. Four is the upper limit, at least :).
Yesterday I went to Pauliina's (mithnaurwen) birthday party I had fun. There was a lot of people and talking and that sort of fun stuff. I talked to Laura loads and I really truly love that girl as a friend. Then I had a long joking convo with Paavo about him becoming my brother-in-law and then I talked some random stuff with Janne, who had brought two of his friends with him, Akusti and Otto. Otto was nice, me and Laura talked to him quite a bit. Other than that it was just a regular night but it was really fun and relaxing.
Today we went to Helsinki to see my cousins. They're the most adorable little creatures on Earth. Matilda is six now, Onni is four and very big boy, my goddaughter Emelia is two and just simply adorable and the youngest, Väinö, is one month old. I love children, boy, I do, and there's something very special about babies. Holding him, his head resting on my shoudler, his eyes fixed on my big red plastic earring that moved slightly when I turned my head, he slowly getting more and more tired and closing his eyes. Babies are a miracle, so tiny and so dependant. I think kids are at their cutest when they are Emelia's age though, already walking and talking and doing fun stuff and you can actually play with them and not be afraid of holding them wrong or whatever, and yet they're still really small and cute. But I love kids of all ages and I want at least three some day. Well let's say three because four sounds quite big. Four is the upper limit, at least :).