Erotic smiles
I think I now know how I feel about that guy I flirted with. I have a Rory-complex, as in Rory of Gilmore Girls. Meaning that he is my Jess (though Milo Ventimiglia is far more good-looking :) and I know that he is stupid, but that stupidness is just the outer shell and my subconcious is determined to dig out the nice guy behind it. Still I don't know if I am interested in him for real as he is indeed a bit tweenie (I know that you can't really use that word of a guy but...) and redneck. Yuck. But he is nice and funny, too, in a way and somehow oddly I feel attracted to him. I can't even imagine us dating though, but maybe I'll just sit back see what's going to happen, especially because he probably isn't even interested in me and so I'd better forget the whole issue. If he is interested I don't know what to do though, but I'm not planning on asking him anytime soon, so it's all sitting back and seeing what happens. Yes.
All in all, today was a pretty good day full of useless funny chatter... started on the bus with Maiju and ended on the bus with Maiju as usual, but there was a whole school day in between. I also found out that Tuomas thought I had a crush on this guy I definitely don't have a crush on. When I asked him why he thought that, he answered "You smiled at him" and I said "Oh so I never smile to people I don't have a crush on" he went "But that smile was different... it was EROTIC!" LMAO I want to know what my erotic smile looks like.
All in all, today was a pretty good day full of useless funny chatter... started on the bus with Maiju and ended on the bus with Maiju as usual, but there was a whole school day in between. I also found out that Tuomas thought I had a crush on this guy I definitely don't have a crush on. When I asked him why he thought that, he answered "You smiled at him" and I said "Oh so I never smile to people I don't have a crush on" he went "But that smile was different... it was EROTIC!" LMAO I want to know what my erotic smile looks like.