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Can anything possibly fall apart more?
Our research paper for Criminal Investigations is due today, and I don't have it yet.
*sigh* I honestly feel like everything is completely falling to shreds and there's nothing I can do about it. I was FINE with things until my mother had to jab her sharp little nose into everything, and now she's accusing me of not being grateful, because my stepdad says I'm stupid about my car, and they both say I'm naive all the time, and I go tell my dad about it. It upsets me, and I tell them so, but no...I'm supposed to be grateful, because he's fixing my fucking CAR! I'm apparently not allowed to be hurt by the fact that they say I'm stupid when it comes to my car, and that they act like I have NO common sense whatsoever. I did fine until this asshole came in and married my mom, and acts like she's stupid, too. She completely caves in, and I'm sick to fucking death of seeing this bullshit. I am NOT stupid, but my self esteem and self confidence suffers, with me always second guessing everything I do, because I'm constantly told I'm not smart. I can't even show them a decent report card and have them say "Great!", which would be nice, if I feel I'd like to share my accomplishment with them.
I'm entirely not happy right now. I was blissfully cruising along with no major spats, until nosey bitch started to insist that EVERYTHING is her business. She can just go to hell, that's how angry I am at her right now.
Today is going to suck. Tomorrow isn't looking like it's going to shape up to be full of roses either. I'm on AIM, so if anyone cares to discuss anything happy with me, please do.
Our research paper for Criminal Investigations is due today, and I don't have it yet.
*sigh* I honestly feel like everything is completely falling to shreds and there's nothing I can do about it. I was FINE with things until my mother had to jab her sharp little nose into everything, and now she's accusing me of not being grateful, because my stepdad says I'm stupid about my car, and they both say I'm naive all the time, and I go tell my dad about it. It upsets me, and I tell them so, but no...I'm supposed to be grateful, because he's fixing my fucking CAR! I'm apparently not allowed to be hurt by the fact that they say I'm stupid when it comes to my car, and that they act like I have NO common sense whatsoever. I did fine until this asshole came in and married my mom, and acts like she's stupid, too. She completely caves in, and I'm sick to fucking death of seeing this bullshit. I am NOT stupid, but my self esteem and self confidence suffers, with me always second guessing everything I do, because I'm constantly told I'm not smart. I can't even show them a decent report card and have them say "Great!", which would be nice, if I feel I'd like to share my accomplishment with them.
I'm entirely not happy right now. I was blissfully cruising along with no major spats, until nosey bitch started to insist that EVERYTHING is her business. She can just go to hell, that's how angry I am at her right now.
Today is going to suck. Tomorrow isn't looking like it's going to shape up to be full of roses either. I'm on AIM, so if anyone cares to discuss anything happy with me, please do.