May 04, 2008 15:32
im so bored. blah. im falling for a guy whos taken, what a suprise. and the girl hes with is the girl who made the first few years of school hell for me. weird. it sucks. i need a cat. i need a job. ughhhhhhh! life is so frustrating! then theres another guy who really likes me, but i dont know how i feel about him. i think my minds too wrapped up in certain dude that i cant imagine any others.
i hate being here in my house. all my good stuff is up in orlando. i need my computer games!
soon it will be the one year anniversery of Asia's death. I dont know how well that day is gonna go over. i still dont have a cat, and it kills me. this is the first time in my life i havent had one. asia was like my security blanket, and im just not ready to let go yet. i miss her every minute of every day.