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I didnt necissarily have a bad day. It was different. But only in superficial ways. Decided i should get out of the house this morning. Drove over to jen's starbucks. Got a refresher drink. Got an oil change at grease monkey. Went to kroger and got my juices, smoothies, and energy drinks. Then i was gonna meet up with john. But that didnt happen. Came home and napped. Then went to pool night at karls. Long night... I wish there was something i could take. To escape. Or die. Like heroine or something. So i wouldnt have to feel anything. Im so goddamn tired. But not the kind of tired that sleep can fix. Even if i could sleep well...