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It's been stressful. At first, it was just fun and exciting. But now I'm not dealin so well.
Guess we'll just hafta see how it goes. Should be cool. I think the show will be great.
The plan is to do some recording too. 4 or 5 songs from back in the day. 7 that I don't know quite what to do with.
I've been sleeping a lot. I mean everyday. I'm a useless, godamn mess. Drinking every night.
I swear to god, I'm gonna kill myself if something doesn't do me in first.
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ps... I really don't think I believe in God anymore. My whole life, I thought I did. And then, a couple years ago, I really got into it and was gunhoe about it. But gradually it seems, I've really leveled off and grown even more dead inside.
But I still play the game. Gotta wake up early in the morning for church. I can't break my Momma's heart. I love her more than anything.
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The Marlboro reds are better than the Parliaments. The gas station didn't have my usual Newport non-menthols.
Guess we'll just hafta see how it goes. Should be cool. I think the show will be great.
The plan is to do some recording too. 4 or 5 songs from back in the day. 7 that I don't know quite what to do with.
I've been sleeping a lot. I mean everyday. I'm a useless, godamn mess. Drinking every night.
I swear to god, I'm gonna kill myself if something doesn't do me in first.
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ps... I really don't think I believe in God anymore. My whole life, I thought I did. And then, a couple years ago, I really got into it and was gunhoe about it. But gradually it seems, I've really leveled off and grown even more dead inside.
But I still play the game. Gotta wake up early in the morning for church. I can't break my Momma's heart. I love her more than anything.
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The Marlboro reds are better than the Parliaments. The gas station didn't have my usual Newport non-menthols.