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(basically), Jesus told us that life will be miserable, and that we'll have to wait til the end; to either go to heaven and have relief, or go to Hell and continue to be miserable forever.
I want relief. But that seems so damn extreme. And i wouldn't wish the latter on barely anyone.
Eternity is something that nobody can fathom. It doesn't sound desirable, no matter what the circumstances. Ceasing to exist sounds fine to me. Don't get me wrong, i would love to be reunited with my loved ones in the "next life", and be happy and content "forever". God knows i'm not happy or content right now, or probably ever will be again. But that's irrelevant really.
I'd better go to sleep soon. Cause tomorrow will be another day above the ground, and i gotta be up early.