BK2: Chapter one: Worry

Apr 22, 2007 19:40

Worry is one of those annoying things. It's always there. No matter how much you try to get rid of it, it still exists. It's like wet damp snow, weighing you down. It hides in corners, is difficult to move, and though you always attempt to move a whole bunch of it, only a little gets taken off the top. I hate worry. In fact, I'm worrying right now. About lots of things. People try to calm me down by saying "Don't worry, everyone else does it too." Ok, so its either a peer pressure drug like marijuana OR some disease we all have and carry with us; neither of which really calms me all that much. (well the drug does.....)

Ok, so lets see. What's on my mind?
Hmm well I have to go write tests on Thursday. I have a job interview and candidacy tests for Passport Canada. Working for the feds....sounds so much more glamorous than it is. If I am successful (and we all hope i am) Then, I'll be the guy you hand your passport applications to and scans the application quickly to inform you whether or not everything looks good. This will be an amazingly boring job will require me to get paid oodles of money and work the government 8:30 - 4:30 M-F. Nice.
I'm also worried however that I won't get this job, and in true Cameron style I haven't got another job lined up. I was kinda of afraid that I would have to make a choice between dream job (Passport Canada) and other job, and then use weird sense of honour and choose the other job cause i got it first. Blah blah blah, it's something my dad convinced me of doing when I was in high school and it kinda stuck. Everything i needed to know i learnt from Sesame Street....an one time in high school.

The other thing I worry about is this summer. I think its safe to say that i have made oodles of friends this year. (All you people from the centre give yourselves a pat on the back) and now its summer time. I don't have too many of your contacts, and I am probably going to feel kinda lonely this summer. SO, if your staying in the city this summer, I want your contact. Telephone number, email, and msn, or any combination thereof (permutations accepted as well). :)

There, so this is my rant for this evening. Oh and I will try to make more updates to livejournal.

CRG

PS - What a great D&D night!. SWEET!
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