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Some time has passed since I've had the urge to jolt thoughts down. Well, actually haven't confined in anyone to hear me out. I suppose its "one of those moments" kind of deal. Many things have been going on in the past couple of months and as usual my thoughts are all over the place. I want to cry out to someone, to hear me out, to reassure me.. but, everyone disappoints me. People dont seem to really listen to me, they just wait for that moment when they can flip the script and talk about their own lives. Not like I think the whole world revolves around me, but honestly for once, can someone sincerely lend me an ear to listen and a shoulder to release tears on.
People come and go so often in my life, I had thought that I'd be content and used to it by now. Its the whole reason why I line up a million guards outside my wall, not letting a single person into my heart. They always leave, every last person.. Tell me why I still try to find someone, its so pointless. Yet I wait, hoping that just one person would stick around. See me as an importance in their life, and make no excuses to leave.
That would be the day..
Yea right.
People come and go so often in my life, I had thought that I'd be content and used to it by now. Its the whole reason why I line up a million guards outside my wall, not letting a single person into my heart. They always leave, every last person.. Tell me why I still try to find someone, its so pointless. Yet I wait, hoping that just one person would stick around. See me as an importance in their life, and make no excuses to leave.
That would be the day..
Yea right.