Backtracking
It has been forever since I written much of anything on here. Life never seems to slow down for me unfortunately, I wish I could get some kind of break. There has been loads of things going on and I cant even remember all of what happened. Well, I had started on my Halloween costume the week before it and somewhat took my time finishing it a few days before. Had to do it all by hand sewing so I was pretty freaken tired towards the end. In any cost, the outcome was pretty nice regardless I slacked on certain things. Halloween day was a bit hectic, I wasnt feel well all week and so I slacked in the beginning of the day which made me behind in the end. Didnt even have time to put on my nails which really bummed me out.. :(
So we went to a party that our friend asked to go and god it sucked. There was nothing there, no booze or food. Thank goodness for the normal group of friends for being there that it wasnt all too bad. I hadnt ate all day since lunch before we got there so after 5 shots, I was drunk. This all of course led me to be even more sick the next day and as of now and feeling completely like shit! Work was dragging and every part of me ached, my head was pounding and I felt like I had a sinus infection. That place is completely apart yet again and I am desperate to leave. I dont care anymore, I really dont want to be there. More so i am there for the mere fact that I feel bad for leaving when I am much needed, as conceited as that may sound. And for the fact that I like to have extra money to get by.
Thankfully theres not much going on for a couple weeks, which will then be the party for my grandma's 100th day. Party, family gathering, praying.. whatever you wanna call it. I look forward to spending time with the family again. For some reason I feel like I escape for this hectic life just for a moment.
Then its my brother's birthday, which I had promised to take him out to dinner. If I was up to it, I would throw a party but I'm broke and time is so limited. After that we have Thanksgiving, which I have no clue where I will be this year. Maybe at a few different places.
Some days ago I talked about Christmas, I have my list all sorted out so now I just need to buy everything. Still deciding what I wanna buy myself, not sure what I really want more or need. Ah I guess it doesnt matter since i spoiled myself quite a bit this year.
Blah, I feel like crap and am tired as hell.
You can see pictures here.
So we went to a party that our friend asked to go and god it sucked. There was nothing there, no booze or food. Thank goodness for the normal group of friends for being there that it wasnt all too bad. I hadnt ate all day since lunch before we got there so after 5 shots, I was drunk. This all of course led me to be even more sick the next day and as of now and feeling completely like shit! Work was dragging and every part of me ached, my head was pounding and I felt like I had a sinus infection. That place is completely apart yet again and I am desperate to leave. I dont care anymore, I really dont want to be there. More so i am there for the mere fact that I feel bad for leaving when I am much needed, as conceited as that may sound. And for the fact that I like to have extra money to get by.
Thankfully theres not much going on for a couple weeks, which will then be the party for my grandma's 100th day. Party, family gathering, praying.. whatever you wanna call it. I look forward to spending time with the family again. For some reason I feel like I escape for this hectic life just for a moment.
Then its my brother's birthday, which I had promised to take him out to dinner. If I was up to it, I would throw a party but I'm broke and time is so limited. After that we have Thanksgiving, which I have no clue where I will be this year. Maybe at a few different places.
Some days ago I talked about Christmas, I have my list all sorted out so now I just need to buy everything. Still deciding what I wanna buy myself, not sure what I really want more or need. Ah I guess it doesnt matter since i spoiled myself quite a bit this year.
Blah, I feel like crap and am tired as hell.
You can see pictures here.