Nov 14, 2004 01:17
so deep that it didnt even bleed catch me off gaurd red handed now im far from lonedly asleep i still see you lying next to me so deep that i didnt even bleed catch me i need something else would someone please just give me hit knock me out and let me go back to sleep i can laugh all i want inside i still am empty so deep that i didnt even bleed catch me i guess i remember every glance you shot me un-harmed im losing weight and some body heat i squeeze so hard i stopped your heart from beating so deep that i didnt even scream FUCK ME ill be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and its all that ive got.
seemed to stop my breath my head on your chest waiting to cave in from the bottom of my...hear your voice again could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been maybe you and me so kiss me like you did my heart stopped beating such a softer sin. im melting. never caught my breath every second im withough you im a mess ever know each other trust these words are stones why cuts arent healing learning how to live im melting. in your eyes i lost my place could stay a while im melting like my first time that i caught fire just stay with me. lay with me you can stay and watch me fall and of course ill ask for help we could take our heads off stay in bed just make love thats all just stay with me now.im melting.
the most that i can do for you is keep on lying its no a lie if you can let it sing let it bleed and take the red for what its worth watch the fire mamma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time if you feel like dying you might wanna sing.
your skin attatched this fragile cliche of my broken heart attack you should swallow your teeth and hang out and stay for awhile it your hearts still beating it must be the blood if your lungs are still working it must be the mud ifs its still lights out than a kick in the ribs todays worth living? i dont see anything now so just say what you want to say its kind of funny how im not listening anyway lights out i cant stand to hear you scream while we were making love i was fast asleep and i the night sky better give something up. im not listening.
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind where worries are washed out to sea see the changes peoples faces blurred out like the sun spots or raindrops now all those feelings those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time but today ive wasted away for today is my mind left the only worries I had in my hands away from the light in my eyes holding tight and try not to hide how I feel cause feelings mean nothing now I cant care to worry im feeling so lonely breaking apart all this love in my heart.
The singer finished singing and shes walking out the singer sheds a tear fear of falling out and its hard to say how I feel today for years gone by and I cried its hard to say that I was wrong its hard to say that I miss you since you’ve been gone its not the same my worries weigh the world how I used to be and everything (im cold) seems a plague in me and its hard to say how I feel today for years gone by and I cried its hard to say that I was wrong…its hard to say that I miss you…since you’ve been gone its not he same its hard to I held my tongue its hard to say if only…since you’ve been gone its not the same…worse than the fear it’s the lie you told a thousand times before…worse than a fear it’s the knife and its hard to say how I feel today for years gone by and I cried…its hard to say that I was wrong its hard to say that I miss you…since you’ve been gone its not the same…its hard to say I held my tongue…its hard to say if only…since you’ve been gone its not the same.
Wake up my love never thought youd make me break me now im up from below such a brilliant stay you are and will your love keep burning baby burn a hole right through my eyes and all these short times feel like no time now I thought I thought you oughta know do you know how long ive wanted to look p from below just to find someone like you and will your love light burn me baby I think I might just trust you maybe but im not sure, im not sure I want to know I think you could make me girl you could make me and take my life I know you could break me girl take all of me all of me im so far gone , ive been running on empty im so far gone now do you want to take me on.
Small simple safe price, rise the wake and carry me with all my regrets, this is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and heals and I am not afraid to die im not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight I want the pain of payment whats left but a section of pigmy sized cuts much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid to fill and spill over and under my thoughts my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart love is not like anything especially a fucking knife.