One of those times.................
Do u ever get this feeling when you don't know what is going on, or why it is happening? That's how I feel. I feel like my life is spinning around me even when I stop, rotating in an out of control circle. I don't know what I should do or how I should feel or if I should care. I mean haven't u ever taken a risk?> Haven't u ever just gone with your gut feeling?> I mean isn't that what living is all about? What the hell, I mean maybe I don't even know what I am saying, maybe this is just constant words that are coming out with no end or meaning. I just feel like the world is going faster and faster all the time and I will never be able to keep up. I don't really know everything about my life right now at this moment, but I do know that part of me wants the anticipation and part of me wants the security. I like to know what's going on but then again sometimes I just want to be suprised like on Christmas morning. I do know this that I love the people that I have in this world and nothing will ever change that. I love all of my family and friends they keep me going even when my face on the outside doesn't even begin to reflect how I feel on the inside. I just wish I had the answers to the most important questions in my mind right now, instead of having all the answers to the least important questions. I will hit u back when all of this is said and done......................POST IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT