At a loss
I dont know who got hurt more, me or her? I really screwed myself up this time. I feel terrible about it all right now. I hope she will forgive me. Anyways, I spent the weekend with the Acoustic Duo. They played a show in Beloit, Wisconsin and then one in Bloomington last night. It was pretty awsome. We stayed the night at Frau Graham's last night. It pretty muched rocked. Now, I'm dead tired, semi-depressed, and bored at all at one time. The only time I feel good is when I'm out of Canton. Imagine that.
I am not: awake.
i hurt: a really awsome person.
i love: the ACOUSTIC DUO.
i hate: ignorant people and peas.
i fear: being alone.
i hope: that I forget about her soon.
i hear: the new coldplay album is pretty good.
i crave: happiness.
i regret: this past week.
i cry: every now and then.
i care: about all my friends and family.
i always: try to listen to others.
i long to: be with her.
i feel alone: right now.
i listen: to many different kinds of music.
i hide: candy bar wrappers in between the seats in my truck.
i drive: a '90 Ford Ranger.
i sing: on the drive.
i dance: pretty badly.
i write: pretty well.
i breathe: I breath Oxygen most of the time.
i play: tennis and disc golf.
i miss: her.
i search: for understanding.
i learn: from reading.
i feel: tired, and a little upset.
i know: that I will succeed.
i say: what I don't mean sometimes.
i succeed: because I have support.
i fail: when I dont take a risk.
i dream: of the future.
i sleep: at night only.
i wonder: about next year.
i want: love, happiness and..........
i worry: about my family.
i have: time.
i give: time.
i fight: verbally.
i wait: God.
i need: reassurance.
i am: a man.
i think: constantly, some would say too much.
i can't help the fact that: think too much.
i stay: up late, but not early.
Well, today me and Patrick are going to the French heritage days at Dickson mounds, despite the fact that we have no French in our heritage. It should be a good time and a good chance to get things off my mind for a while. Then I'll definately be playing some tennis. Man, I really screwed up.
-Mark
I am not: awake.
i hurt: a really awsome person.
i love: the ACOUSTIC DUO.
i hate: ignorant people and peas.
i fear: being alone.
i hope: that I forget about her soon.
i hear: the new coldplay album is pretty good.
i crave: happiness.
i regret: this past week.
i cry: every now and then.
i care: about all my friends and family.
i always: try to listen to others.
i long to: be with her.
i feel alone: right now.
i listen: to many different kinds of music.
i hide: candy bar wrappers in between the seats in my truck.
i drive: a '90 Ford Ranger.
i sing: on the drive.
i dance: pretty badly.
i write: pretty well.
i breathe: I breath Oxygen most of the time.
i play: tennis and disc golf.
i miss: her.
i search: for understanding.
i learn: from reading.
i feel: tired, and a little upset.
i know: that I will succeed.
i say: what I don't mean sometimes.
i succeed: because I have support.
i fail: when I dont take a risk.
i dream: of the future.
i sleep: at night only.
i wonder: about next year.
i want: love, happiness and..........
i worry: about my family.
i have: time.
i give: time.
i fight: verbally.
i wait: God.
i need: reassurance.
i am: a man.
i think: constantly, some would say too much.
i can't help the fact that: think too much.
i stay: up late, but not early.
Well, today me and Patrick are going to the French heritage days at Dickson mounds, despite the fact that we have no French in our heritage. It should be a good time and a good chance to get things off my mind for a while. Then I'll definately be playing some tennis. Man, I really screwed up.
-Mark